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03:44pm 01/12/2005
 
mood: angry
Actually, before I officially end my LJ. I'm going to tell you what I hate.

How about that

I hate people who pretends to be your friend but then ignore you.
I hate people who pretends they're not ignoring you when they are - in fact - ignoring you.
I hate people who make up excuses that they're busy and I know they are, and I know they know they're ignoring you.

So. Question is: Don't you feel guilty?

Well, yeah. You're supposed to right? I just want to yell at them or scream at them or just say, quite frankly, that 'Hey, I've moved on!'

In reality, I'm smiling and nodding as though I could totally understand that their moms' gone to the hospital and they simply don't have time for you.

In other words, they're cowards.

Stupid, downright, fucking cowards. Yeah, that's right. If you don't want to talk to me, then say it in my fucking face. Hey, I can handle it. I'm 18, going 19. Not a kid anymore, ok?

So stop avoiding the freakin' issue.

And if you're using me as a last resort because A or B or C didn't have time to talk to you, then screw you. You're not worth my time. I have a life. I'm not at your beck and call.

Am I upset? Hell no. I'm just downright pissed. I'm sick of people who do that. Just sick and tired of it. I can be nice and understanding, but it's a two-way thing right? You give, and you recieve. If you don't give and you keep taking... Sorry, dear. I've got nothing else to give.

And frankly, I wouldn't want to.

I got that out of my system, and hopefully, abandoning this LJ will be like dropping all that angryness/frustrationness/whatever.

Now I get to say: Screw you.

And have a nice life.

This LJ is officially done.


I just realized I sound a little childish. But that can't be helped. Anyway, tootles! *blows kisses and disappears*

(Friendships are so fucking annoying)		  
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10:06am 28/11/2005
  I think I'm going abandon my LJ again. XD  
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09:46am 10/08/2005
 
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